15 April 2010

Discovering Christ in a Hindu Ashram

I. The Discovery of Spiritual Truth

I was raised in non-religious home. My parents were atheists when I was young and socially active in liberal-leftist politics. Becoming a Christian wasn’t a consideration. I knew no Christians and my Mother was an ex-Catholic who had turned her back on the Church and Christianity.

The playgrounds and streets of my hometown outside of New York City taught me to play hard ball. Life was for “getting”. Life was for “taking” if it wasn’t given. There was no purpose to life, so “having”, “getting”, “taking” and “keeping” was all there was. Everyone seemed to believe this and live this way, so I never questioned it. The problem was that my inner world was one of intense anxiety, insecurity, depression and despair. I had already begun smoking, drinking and using marijuana. At 15 I was using LSD. By 16 the “popular” recreation was heroin. Many of my friends became heroin addicts before they were 18.

When I was sixteen I was arrested for possession and sale of marijuana. My parents took a “tough love” approach and kicked me out of the house. I lived in abandoned cars, and apartment houses of other vagabond-kids I knew. There were actually quite a few of us who had become untethered from family and school. When I was arraigned in court my parents were out of the country on vacation and the judge released me on my own recognizance. I had to come back to court in four months or so. The next four months were a nightmare and a spiral down a black hole of despair.

Eventually I was reunited with my parents. Upon my return I found things had changed. My Mother had entered Alcoholics Anonymous and had a deep, life-changing spiritual awakening. She was reading Alan Watts and DT Suzuki and books like The Egyptian Book of the Dead. Her countenance and attitude changed. She was calmer and softer. I began reading some of the books when she finished them. I was immediately drawn to Zen Buddhism and to Hinduism, especially Vedanta. What appealed to me about Zen was the “Satori” experience, where – in a flash, but preceded by much spiritual work – one “sees”, one is “illumined”, one knows “the inner essence of things”. But I was ultimately drawn to Hinduism because while it offered a similar “enlightenment” experience (“Samadhi”) it also offered a personal “deity” (or more to the point, many deities). Zen Buddhism was a spiritual path that was like working on oneself in an orderly, clean, clinical laboratory. Hinduism was more chaotic, but with warmth and color and – most important to me – a personal god whom one could worship. I wasn’t sure why that mattered to me, but it did. I wanted to be “illumined”, but I needed to know and worship a Divine Person and Hinduism offered both. I have come to learn that we are made to worship the Personal God, Jesus Christ and our heart is not satisfied until we do!

I found my “home” at the Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center in New York City. My life was radically altered. The discovery that “God” existed and that there was a “spiritual reality” beyond the pain and suffering of life (which I knew so well) was a totally liberating discovery for me. I left behind me all things I knew before and ran head long towards my new life. My “guru” (spiritual teacher) was a Hindu monk, the head and founder of The Center. Swami Nikhilananda was at the time in his mid seventies and in frail health. He had authored many definitive books on Vedanta, Hinduism and Sri Ramakrishna, the 19th century Bengali (India) mystic who was the spiritual “master” of this movement in the United States, Europe and India. This was the time in the sixties when the hippies and the Beatles all had “gurus”. The Hare Krishna’s were chanting and dancing in the streets and “evangelizing” at the airports. The Vedanta movement was the elder spiritual brother of all of these sixties movements and we looked down on the more “dramatic” and “showy” of these groups. We saw ourselves as “orthodox” Hindus!

My guru was a wise and kind, grandfatherly man. He immediately drew me into his inner circle (which was a privilege as he kept most people at arm’s length) and I became his personal attendant. This is the highest privilege for a disciple in the Hindu guru-disciple relationship. There is no similar relationship that I know of in any other spiritual tradition (except the disciple-spiritual father relationship on Mt. Athos). The disciple is to see God in the guru and to serve him as if he were God, in obedience. Through such service and obedience – it is taught – one learns how to serve God, because if one can’t serve one’s spiritual father – who is flesh and blood – one cannot serve God, who is spirit.

During the summers at the Center’s “ashram” (monastery) in Thousand Island Park, New York, I was also Swami’s personal attendant. I slept on a coach in an attached room to help him during the night, to which I was summoned by a cowbell Swami had on his bed stand! He was old and frail and fell many times while going to the bath room; so I helped him in and out of bed several times during the night, or kept him company – usually in silence – when he had frequent bouts of insomnia.

Our summer days were filled with reading, private prayer and meditation, long walks, and puja (chanting and prayers and worship) in the afternoons, in a “puja hall”. I had been “initiated” by Swami my first summer at the ashram into the spiritual lineage of Sri Ramakrishna and Sri Sarada Devi (his “consort”). Swami had been “initiated” by Sri Sarada Devi as a teenager and she predicted – long before he had come to the decision – that he would become a monk in The Ramakrishna Order. The “initiation” process is a private ceremony between guru and disciple, where one is dedicated to one’s guru, and the guru’s guru, and the guru’s – guru’s – guru, ad infinitum! One is essentially “initiated” into the spiritual lineage of the guru and his spiritual forebears. Offerings are made; chants are chanted (in Sanskrit) and one is taught how to meditate with a mantra (a Sanskrit word or the name of one’s deity, usually preceded by the word “OM”). Hindu meditation is visualization and mantra repetition. With bhakti yoga – worship of a personal deity – one looks at a picture or a photo of one’s deity, and then visualizes that image in the “lotus” of one’s heart with eyes closed, sitting in a lotus position, while repeating the mantra. It is taught that after such meditation, through purification, one cuts through the layers of “Maya” or ontological delusion and discovers one’s “true self”. This self is identified with one’s personal deity, with whom one is in spiritual and ontological unity (“all things are one”).

Vedanta Hinduism teaches that all religious traditions from the lowest to the highest forms are all pointing to the one God – “Brahman” – who is beyond name, form, description and knowledge. Deities are merely “forms” this formless “Brahman” assumes out of mercy for the worshipper who requires such a “form” to worship, due to his perceptive limitations! So no deity – or “incarnation of God” as they are called! – is ontologically superior to any other. Brahman-God takes the shape and form that one needs depending on his stage of spiritual advancement, culture, etc. Sri Ramakrishna had supposedly experienced this for himself, having seen the “oneness” of all deities in Brahman in his “Samadhi” experiences. It was taught Christ was “an” incarnation of God, as was Buddha, Krishna, Ramakrishna, Mohammed, etc. Of course we thought “our” deity and path – Sri Ramakrishna – was the most enlightened and the most direct way to achieve enlightenment. But Hinduism is essentially “ecumenical”, which also makes it difficult in terms of Christian evangelism (“Oh yes, Christ is a god, but so is my Krishna”.)

In our ashram’s “puja hall” – and in keeping with this “ecumenical” approach - there were pictures of various deities on the walls. I recall Buddha sitting in the lotus position; Krishna and Arjuna (Bhagavad-Gita) in their chariots on the battlefield; and Christ on the Cross. There were various pictures of Sri Ramakrishna, Sri Sarada Devi and Swami Vivekananda on the altar and our puja was directed to them. Puja is a very colorful experience. There are candles, bells, incense, burning of ghee (butter), chanting and prostrating. The monks wear ochre colored robes. Each disciple is given a “prayer rope” one uses to say his mantra with and a fixed number of mantra repetitions are given by one’s guru. There is also a process of meditation that can continue for hours for the adept.

Puja usually takes one hour and the monks remain in meditation longer. They meditate this way several times during the day, with breaks for vegetarian meals, study and/or work.

You must remember that Hinduism was the only religion I knew. I knew nothing about Christianity except for what I read about it in Hindu books. These books taught a “Hinduized” version of Jesus Christ, equating him with being one of many “incarnations” of God and as a “fully realized being”. I was totally sold out to being a Hindu. I wanted to be a monk like my guru and become an American monk in The Ramakrishna Order. So what happened is certainly not anything I caused, or wanted to happen. But it happened anyway and like this.

As I began my meditation I began to visualize my deity in my heart. At times my heart was warm with love and devotion for my deity but more times it was cold or I was distracted. Eventually my mind would wander and I would open my eyes, trying to re-focus by looking at the altar and the photographs of Sri Ramakrishna. But strangely my eyes shifted to the picture on the wall of Christ on the cross. There was something about the picture that compelled me to look at it. It almost felt like I was being drawn into the scene depicted as if by a spiritual magnet. I felt like I was standing with the Blessed Virgin and the apostles at the foot of the cross. I got teary-eyed (why, I don’t even know). I felt an incredible sense of sadness and loss that I had not experienced before. I felt strangely connected to this man on the cross in a way I could not understand. I changed my position so that I could not see the picture. I refused to allow my mind to go back to that image I saw in my head. But it returned and I felt “warmth” in my heart and “peace” and a “sad-joy” in the very thought of Christ that I had never known before. I wanted to meditate on Christ and not on Ramakrishna!

This experience didn’t just happen once or twice but many times. In fact I got to the point where I spoke to Swami about it. I asked him “if Brahman takes many shapes and forms, is there any reason why one cannot accept Christ as one’s chosen deity?” He was very surprised by my question. After much silence, he answered, “Ramakrishna is your deity. One cannot make spiritual progress by switching from one to another”. This answer didn’t really satisfy me because he didn’t say Christ couldn’t be one’s deity; he just said he couldn’t be my deity!

I went on that summer in a state of confusion as the two images battled in me for supremacy. I was a Hindu. I was initiated by Swami Nikhilananda. But I was being drawn to Jesus Christ, without having read the scriptures, without ever stepping into a church, without knowing any doctrine or theology. I just loved Him and knew that He was calling me to follow Him. I thought (scandalously!) that while Ramakrishna was a highly evolved being, he was not really God. Somehow – don’t ask me how except for the grace and mercy of God by the Holy Spirit – I believed Jesus Christ was the Son of God. But I was formed as a Hindu and it took many years before I came to understand and accept the Biblical understanding of Christ. I had to unlearn what I had learned. This “unlearning” and “relearning” process took many years.

II. The long and winding road

My “journey” began with the “Jesus Prayer”. Here’s how it happened. After I graduated from college – where I fell away from religious faith and experimented again with all sorts of ungodly things – I went back to New York City to pursue graduate school in journalism. My heart and soul were unsettled and agitated to the core. I experienced panic attacks so severe they often landed me in the emergency room. There was a well-known metaphysical bookstore in Greenwich Village I frequented (and actually worked in for a short while). They had an enormous selection on metaphysics, mysticism, the occult, astrology, black magic and satanic rituals, Hinduism, Buddhism, Islam, Sufism and Christianity (all varieties). I was looking for books on “mystical” Christianity and came across (by the will of God, I am sure) “The Philokalia; Writings of early church Fathers on the Prayer of the Heart”. I had never been introduced to Eastern Christianity or ‘the prayer of the heart’ before. Most of the language and theological terminology was foreign to me, but nevertheless I connected with the prayer and its basic premise that one follow the Apostle Paul’s admonition to “pray without ceasing” (1 Th 5:17). I began praying the Prayer as soon as I read the first chapter, and continued praying the Prayer from that point forward. I am now convinced that Christ – through this especially sanctified Prayer – eventually led me to find Him in fullness in His Holy Orthodox Church. My “journey” to the Orthodox Church took two distinct phases, with Christ Himself drawing me ever closer.

The first phase was catechetical study of Roman Catholicism. I was inspired in this by Dom Thomas Merton (cf. “Seven Story Mountain”), who had also attended Columbia University, where I was attending graduate school (he had died by this time). He too lived a “wayward” life before becoming a Roman Catholic and eventually became a priest-monk in the Trappist Order (I thought perhaps that was my vocation). His Catholicism had been influenced by eastern spirituality (Buddhism and Hinduism). I thought this would be a good fit for me, since this was my orientation too. I began formal catechism in the same parish where Merton took his catechism years before (Corpus Christi Church). However, instead of drawing me closer to Christ through the Church, I found Catholic catechism to be rather dreary and, frankly, depressing. It seemed to focus on sin (they even have sins broken down into categories: ‘venial’ and ‘mortal’), and overcoming the wrath of God through the mediations of the Church. Roman Catholicism (and the west in general, I came to find out) is strongly influenced by Augustine (especially “Confessions”) and while I could certainly identify with his overwhelming shame and sense of personal sinfulness, I didn’t experience the counterbalancing “joy” in the Catholic Church. I just couldn’t connect with the picture of God the Father as an angry Judge (as Augustine portrays Him), a spiritual characterization that is absent from Hinduism. Catholicism seemed “medieval”, “dark”, and “legalistic”. The “layers” I experienced between the Church and a “direct” connection to Christ seemed insurmountable. My “heart” and “head” were in two separate “camps”. I stopped attending catechism one week before I was to be baptized a Roman Catholic.

The irony is that while I continued to pray ‘the prayer of the heart’ (the quintessential eastern Christian prayer) through this entire catechetical process I never connected with either of the two Orthodox parishes (Greek and Russian) that are in the City. Perhaps I wasn’t ready. Only God knows.

The second phase of my “journey” was as a charismatic Evangelical Protestant. This phase began with a weekend where I locked myself in my apartment to pray and fast. I decided I needed to “experience God directly” and ask God whether Christ was in fact “His only begotten Son”, not simply “one of many gods”. I still struggled with this question. Making matters even more complicated, I had been diagnosed with a serious case of hypoglycemia (and pre-diabetes) and was prone to nausea, headaches and worse when I didn’t eat regularly. But I figured finding the answer to this question (“is Christ the one and only true God”) was more important than my physical well being. So I fasted from food, read the Gospel of John, prayed and cried out to the then still “unknown God” for clarity and direction. Almost miraculously for me, I had no hypoglycemic episodes. I felt great peace. Most important, I received a clear answer in “my heart”. I came out of the weekend’s seclusion “knowing” Jesus Christ was God’s “only begotten” and that other “gods” were projections of man’s need for God, but were not truly God. This was a huge spiritual breakthrough for me. Now the question was, “what do I do with this information?”

Part of the “package” of information that seemed to come with this “personal revelation” (I didn’t know what else to call it) was an idea that had never occurred to me. It was a “still, small voice” that urged me to find a Church that is ‘spirit filled’”. I barely knew what “spirit filled” meant (weren’t all Christian churches “spirit filled”?).

I asked and called around and since this was the time when the “charismatic revival” was ramping up, “spirit filled” was associated with charismatic Protestant and Catholic churches. I was directed to a charismatic Presbyterian Church (soon excommunicated from the denomination). The pastor was a wonderful man as were the “elders” (one of whom continues to be one of my dearest friends). I was led through the “Sinner’s Prayer”, where I acknowledged my many sins and professed my desire for Christ to be Savior and Lord of my life, and accepted “Jesus Christ into my heart”. It was acknowledged I was “saved” then and there, and would reap all the rewards scripture recounted and which God had specifically in store for me. I was told the words in the Bible were written specifically for me (I assumed by God’s foreknowledge) and I was to read scripture that way. It was the “owner’s manual” for me, from God! I tried hard to accept all of this – largely because I didn’t want to “jinx” the salvation “formula” – but had doubts. “Is this all there is to it?”…“What happens to all the bad thoughts and behaviors I’m struggling with?”…“Will I just automatically become ‘like Christ’ by spiritual ‘osmosis’”?…”Don’t I have to do anything?”... “Can anything this important be this easy?” But I was assured by these fine men with theological degrees that this was essentially all there was to full, complete and final “salvation”. It had all been done for me and imputed to me by Christ’s righteousness. All I had to do was “stay in the Word”, which meant the written Bible. I was on my way to heaven as surely as the Sun would rise in the East. (they meant this sincerely and I mean no sarcasm).

However, the next step was to experience the “sign of the fullness of the spirit”, which was “speaking in tongues”. This happened during a service after I was “saved”. Others began to pray in babbling and stuttering diction and I was encouraged to join them. I did. Frankly I never “got” – in my 15 years as a charismatic – the “tongues thing” (why it mattered, how it “formed” you as a Christian, or what its purpose was, since no one else could understand it), but was told to just “go with it” nevertheless, because it was God’s will and purpose, like it was at Pentecost in the second chapter of Acts. I was told this was how God’s Holy Spirit manifested Himself through us and it transcended my rational thinking. It sounded sort of mystical, which was OK with me.

Physical healing and praying for physical healing was also a big thing. We were taught over and over that Christ’s redemption – the kingdom of God was already here and now and just had to be “claimed” – included healing of soul AND body. We prayed for the healing of everything, and for everyone – headaches, baldness, colds, sore throats, backaches. We “laid on hands”, prayed in tongues, and prayed in our own words, “Father God, just heal this or that, Father just bless this or that, Father just release our brother from this or that…” I was in (the kingdom) and now simply had to draw down from the infinite merits and power of Christ and the Holy Spirit. Somehow it seemed if you weren’t healed it was because your faith wasn’t strong enough.

By this time I married my beautiful wife, Colleen and her (my) young daughter Jennifer. We moved around a bit through business, but always attended charismatic Evangelical churches, which had an evangelical theology, but a Pentecostal experience. We eventually wound up in southern California where we put down roots. We also began to attend one of the “hottest” charismatic Evangelical churches in the area. It spawned a national and international movement and we attended the home “church” (actually in a high school auditorium) in Anaheim Hills, California. The Sr. Pastor wore a Hawaiian shirt and had once been a professional musician, having played piano for the sixties band “The Righteous Brothers”. The church’s worship was led by a “worship team” consisting of an electrified band and singers. The music was contemporary and some of it was very emotionally charged and moving. Unlike other services we went to, the worship time was very long and then came Bible teaching, and afterwards a chaotic post-preaching “ministry” time where people came up to the front and did everything from “re-dedicate” their lives to Christ (which we seemed to do over and over), to praying for each other, to giving “words of prophecy”. People sobbed, wept, shook, collapsed to the floor, spoke in “tongues” and this period often lasted for an hour after the formal service was over. Then everyone left and went to lunch.

We had become used to this sort of “church” and since I had never studied church history, I had no comparative reference point to use in determining whether this was the way the church was supposed to function. But during this time – when we became home fellowship hosts, Sunday School teachers, and involved in all sorts of other “ministries” – I felt as if my “inner life” was not consistent with my “outer life”. I continued to struggle with thoughts, urges and behaviors which I wanted to overcome, but didn’t seem able to. Who could I talk to? How did I get my inner life and my outer life “holy”? No one seemed to know. I knew Christ said, “be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect”, and I knew that wasn’t happening. I was “doing the stuff” we were told the “saved” do, but my inner life was still in a shambles. There was a disconnect somewhere.

The thing that finally got me thinking was the increasing “wackiness” of some of the things going on in our church movement. This phase culminated for me with a visit from a teacher who had a ministry described as “the laughing ministry”. He came up to the pulpit and began to speak like a stand up comedian (in the Sunday night service!). Loud and raucous belly laughing and guttural hysterics began around the church. When he would point somewhere and say “there it is” (the Holy Spirit!) this laughter would begin where he pointed and then move around the auditorium in waves. This would go on seemingly for hours and eventually people would fall to the ground and in the aisles in paroxysms of hysteria. They sputtered, shrieked and guffawed. Some growled. People around me seemed to think this was “spiritual”, but I didn’t. Frankly I was becoming disgusted with the whole movement, which I felt couldn’t be the “true Christianity” that was practiced in the “early Church” and for which people died as martyrs. I knew they hadn’t died for this craziness! But I had no idea where to find the “early Church”. Everyone seemed to be looking for it and modeling whatever they did based on their understanding and interpretations of what the “early Church” was, but if it led people to this sort of hysteria, then I knew it had to be somewhere else (the ‘early Church’) or nowhere at all.

The break through occurred when the church offered a weekend seminar with a visiting theological seminary professor from Fuller Theological Seminary on “early Church history”. We read Henry Chadwick’s “The Early Church”, which began with second temple Judaism and went through the fourth century of the Christian era. I discovered the “early Church” was liturgical, sacramental (feasting on the ‘very’ Body and Blood of Christ in the Eucharist) and clerical/hierarchical. There was “one, holy, catholic and apostolic church” for the first thousand hundred years of Christianity, from Pentecost to 1054 A.D. It produced many sanctified men, women and children. It wasn’t a reinvented “early Church” model either; it looked more “Catholic”, but with a different “ethos”, less legalistic, more mystery. They fasted; they asked for the intercessions of the departed martyrs and those they called saints; they loved the Virgin Mary, and of course were totally dedicated to and worshipped Christ as the second Person of the Holy Trinity. They were under the oversight of Bishops, men of God who were in apostolic succession to the apostles directly. They were “biblical” (Old Testament first; then they complied the canon of scripture which we have today) but they also had “context” from which to truly understand the scriptures without error or heresy. They didn’t play rock music, or laugh in their services. In fact, these services were solemn and thought to be occurring in two “spiritual dimensions” at the same time: on earth and in heaven, joined by the cherubim, the seraphim and the saints, who were the “great cloud of witnesses”. I was, frankly, blown away. I had an “aha” experience. I knew this was the “church model” the Eastern Orthodox Church claimed they were the successor to (I had been reading!). I ran up to the good professor and asked him, “Is this ‘early Church’ you are describing the same Church the Eastern Orthodox claims to be their Church?” It was asked as a “yes” or “no” question. I wanted no equivocation, and to my pleasant surprise, I didn’t get it. He said, “yes” to my question, almost immediately, then added, “but the question you have to ask yourself is ‘does it matter’?” Well, that wasn’t a question I had to wrestle with. I had been through the Roman Catholic world, the charismatic-Evangelical maze and desperately wanted to discover what the “true Church” was – one that still believed as the early Church believed and formed their faithful as the early Church formed theirs. For me it mattered!

Well somehow or other (God knows) I found the book “Becoming Orthodox” by (then) Fr. Peter Gillquist, the story that chronicled the “journey” of a group of over 2,000 Evangelicals to the canonical Eastern Orthodox Church. It spoke to me in every fiber of my being. I found the name of a local parish in the same jurisdiction (Antiochian) and attended Matins and Liturgy. Frankly, I cried through both of them. With eyes closed I thought the choir behind me had to be angels, not men (or women!). The beauty and sacredness of the Liturgy (which I followed in a printed text just to make sure they didn’t say anything I considered “heretical” – imagine!) was overpowering. When I returned again for Great Vespers that Saturday night for evening prayers they prayed from the Book of Psalms (most of the liturgical texts are from the scriptures). They followed Vespers with the “healing prayers” for the sick, the priests and the deacons anointing the sick with blessed oil, as scripture and tradition calls for. I can honestly say that I experienced the Holy Spirit, perhaps for the first time. Christ, His angels, His saints and His Church were there – present all at once is some ineffable way. I knew then that I was finally “home”. I cried thankful tears all the way home.

It has been eleven years since that evening. My entire family – wife, daughters, son-in-law and three beautiful grandchildren have followed me into the Holy Orthodox Church. I have seen them all grow and mature despite hardships and struggles. We have all said time and again how grateful we are to God for protecting His Church and preserving it against the “gates of Hades” in its pristine form without dilution or corruption.

14 April 2010

Secret shrine shared by Muslims and Christians

Up 240 steps, behind a padlocked wooden door, is a shrine holy to both Christian and Muslim believers.

It is not well known. Wary of flocks of tourists, the people in Makedonski Brod, in south-western Macedonia, have kept its existence a well-guarded secret for years.

The aged building, marked only by a cross from outside, is decorated within by Christian icons, and portraits of both Jesus Christ and Muslim saints.

A stone - said to be from the tomb of a saint of the Bektashi order of Islam, sits right in the middle of the room.

The Bektashi Order is a branch of Sufi Islam which originated in Turkey and spread to parts of the Ottoman empire, including the Balkans.

For its adherents this building is their place of prayer - a "turbe".

To Christians it is the Church of Saint Nikola. But they have shared the space happily for years.

It is a remarkable feature in a region that has so recently been torn along ethnic and religious lines.

Baba Ejup Rakipi, the local Bektashi leader, tells how, once a year, Christians and Muslims come together here on the day of Saint George known as "Gjurgjovden".

On that day, after prayers, he says, believers sit around the same "table of love". They drink from the same glasses and eat with the same forks.

"There are souls who neither doubt, nor feel disgust towards other souls, because we are God's creatures and cannot be divided," he says.

The shrine in Makedonski Brod was first built as a church in the 14th Century, but was destroyed later during the Ottoman invasion, historians in Macedonia's capital, Skopje say.

But the legend told in the area has it that the church was rebuilt as a sacred place in the 18th Century by a Muslim bey, in an effort to remove the curse from the house he was trying to build, that was always collapsing.

In the shrine of today, the Orthodox priest, Father Marko, says he often prays for the Muslim worshippers and "sometimes miracles happen".

He tells the tale of a mute Muslim boy who had started to speak upon hearing an Orthodox prayer read for him.

"Unfortunately, I do not have any scientific evidence to back this," he adds.

As for sharing the space with believers of another faith, the priest has no problem.

"Our origin is from the same creator, therefore we are all the same in front of God no matter what religion we belong to - Muslim, Orthodox or Roman Catholic. We are all the same and the God's mercy is equal for all," he says.

Historians in Macedonia's capital, Skopje, say that the shrine at Makedonski Brod, although not known to many, it is not the only one in the country.

Ethnologist Elizabeta Koneska has studied the phenomenon for years. She says such places of worship are common in small countries like Macedonia.

"For centuries, people who lived together, also prayed in common temples," she says.

"Although the ritual was observed discretely, people respected it and tolerated each-other"

13 April 2010

Himalayan Ascent to Christ

When we come to know God as Person, we begin to see His hand at work not only in the circumstances of our daily lives, but also in the events of our past which have led us to the present moment. We see how from partial truths He has led us to the fullness of Truth, and how He continues to lead us into a more profound realization of that Truth. As Fr. Seraphim Rose wrote, when we come to Christ “no real truth we have ever known will ever be lost.”

Surrounded by five of the highest peaks in the Himalayas, I was standing at 14,000 feet gazing at the Annapurna mountains as the sun rose. My trek in Nepal had begun a few weeks previously and this was its culmination. As I stood staring at the pristine beauty soaring above me, a thought entered my mind and refused to budge: “What’s the point?” My ego immediately retorted to this random thought, “What’s the point! What do you mean, ‘What’s the point?’ The point is you hiked all this distance to see these mountains, now enjoy it!” Still the thought plagued my mind. Yes, it was one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen, and I was joyful at the moment, but where would those feelings be tomorrow when I was no longer so greatly inspired? The happiness of this world could never bring me satisfaction. It should have been apparent throughout my life, but it took my climbing to the top of the world for me to finally accept it. And that was my first step toward Christ and Orthodoxy.

Until that point my entire adult life had been a secular one devoted to satisfying sundry passions. I had finished University at the age of 21 with plans of going into business while at the same time pursuing a career in art. Within a year I seemed well on the way to reaching my goal. I was then living in London, employed by IBM. My position was secure and a promotion was imminent. My private life was similar to that of many of my generation: casual relationships, pursuit of comfort, and constant diversions to preserve myself from any self-reflection.

At about the same time my older sister became an Orthodox nun in Alaska. Whether it’s a coincidence or not I’m not sure, but from that time on my passion for worldly pursuits began to wane. Surveying my co-workers, no one seemed to be truly happy or content. That elusive quality of satisfaction was never present but always tantalizingly just around the corner. Travelling, sports, drinking with the “lads” all became more and more mundane. Every Monday the same question: “How was your weekend?” Every Friday again: “Any plans this weekend?” London became greyer and greyer and the steady drizzle never managed to wash away the grime.

Instead of looking deeper into the causes of my boredom, I placed the blame firmly on the shoulders of corporate culture. I assumed that my disdain for the world was due to the pursuit of monetary gain. So I quit IBM, packed my bags and returned to America. Cherishing my disdain for prosperity and social acceptance, I began my descent into Bohemia. Oddly enough, I failed to notice that the same rules that govern acceptability in corporate life were applicable to the alternative scene. Substitute a leather jacket for a suit, a tatoo for a rolex, and a pierced eyebrow for cufflink and you still have the same man.

I began the pursuit of a Masters degree in art and found a job at the Museum of Modern Art. My artwork consisted of large custom-made canvases covered in thick layers of tar. Tar had not been used as an artistic medium before, so my work was instantly popular. I strove to be passionate about obscure modern philosophers, post-punk shows and late-night parting, but it all wearied me. I assumed that something was wrong with me. Why did I find it impossible to seriously discuss a gallery exhibit featuring a basket of crushed aluminum cans and underwear stretched on pieces of wire? Why did I find no joy in watching a performance artist squawk like a chicken for fifteen minutes? Fortunately, I quickly wearied of my “alternative life-style,” and right then a friend phoned me asking if I wanted to go to Japan. I had always had an interest in Asian cultures, and I esteemed myself a floater par excellence, so within a month I found myself in Kyoto, Japan.

I quickly acclimated to my new surroundings. Within two weeks I was enrolled in a language course and had found a position teaching English. It was peculiar to be in a country where one could leave their car running while they went into a store and not worry about it being stolen. Honesty was the norm and it initiated a change in me. My conscience began to return to life. I felt an immense relief, when I began to do simple things like paying the proper toll on the subway. It was a mere adherence to the law without any deeper understanding, but it was the catalyst for subtle changes, and I began to breathe more easily.

Living in the ancient capital of Japan exposed me to two thousand years of tradition on a daily basis. I had grown up in the suburbs of southern California (the oldest building in my neighborhood being ten years old); here I was living next to a thousand year-old temple which had served countless emperors. The temples, gardens, and customs began to feed a soul that had consumed far too much tar. Naturally attracted to the beauty of the traditions, I commenced upon a phase of dabbling in Zen Buddhism. For my easily distracted and impatient mind it was too much. In a Zen temple there is only one correct way of performing any action and it must be done precisely. My bows were too violent, my posture never erect, and my socks never clean enough. The priest shuddered at my appearance. Perfection was demanded and I came up far short. I finally stopped not because of my inadequacy, but because of the utter lack of joy I felt there. It was all too mechanical: push the right buttons and attain enlightenment. There was a calmness I felt after meditating, but did this really help anyone else? I supposed I could attain this state with much less effort through a tranquilizer.

Three years passed, my Japanese was adequate, and I felt I had gleaned everything useful from the culture. The challenge of surviving in a foreign culture had disappeared, my salary was high, my job easy, I could see myself becoming complacent. It would be very easy to pass the next forty years in this very warm niche that I had carved out. I quit my job, gave up my house and began my slow journey back to America.

I travelled all over Asia from Vietnam down to Singapore with no clear destination in mind. The excitement of new places and travelling companions kept me distracted most of the time, but before bed the dull pain of emptiness would return. I was still desperately searching for that element that was missing in my life. I travelled to the remote sacred places of the Buddhists and the Hindus; by the time I reached them I was already planning the next stage in my trip. During my travels through Burma, I visited a temple on the edge of Mandalay. Thousands of steps led up the side of a mountain to the temple which overlooked the entire city. As I made my ascent, I perceived a Buddhist monk next to me matching my stride. He was in his fifties, short, slightly plump, with a ruddy cheerful countenance. He introduced himself and we continued our climb. Arriving at the summit we sat on a wall of the temple talking as the sun set over Mandalay. After some introductory pleasantries, I turned the subject to the political situation in Burma (Burma is presently under a harsh military dictatorship) which murdered a large segment of the population after riots against corrupt policies in the late eighties). He sighed and looked upon me with a disappointed gaze, “Why do you want to talk about that?” I mumbled an excuse to cover the true reason, which was to display my knowledge of serious subjects. He steered the conversation in a completely different direction. “Last week I saw a movie called ‘Jesus of Nazareth.’ What a wonderful life!” For the next ten minutes he extolled the virtues of Christ. I was being proselytized by a Buddhist monk, not to convert me to his religion but to Christianity. I was dumbfounded. I had thought myself far above Christianity since I was in high school, and here was a pagan giving me back what I had rejected. Because of the words of a simple Burmese monk, I was awakened to the fact that perhaps there was something more to Christianity than the veneer I had rejected. I still was not compelled at that point to make a serious investigation into Christianity, but the seed-bed was being prepared.

A short time passed and I travelled on to Nepal, where I was to meet some friends for a trek in the Himalayas. I arrived some time before them, and decided to spend the interim in a Tibetan Buddhist monastery. I found one a short distance from Katmandu, which offered courses in English. I went as a cultural tourist, sampling the next dish at the smorgasbord of world religions.

I arrived skeptical of everything, expecting to find lots of spaced out new-agers. After the first few days my opinions were completely altered. This wasn’t a feel-good chiliastic religion; these were people honestly struggling to attain the truth. I was astonished to learn that they believed in hell. Who in this modern age believes in hell? But for them it was the natural outcome of a wasted life. I was intrigued. I began to listen more carefully as further doctrines were disseminated. The core of the religion is the idea that all beings live in a transitory realm of desire and suffering. All suffering is created by chasing after that which is impermanent; instead one must look toward that which is permanent: the truth. The only way to attain this is to cease clinging to ones ego, and instead to live for others. Only when we put others’ happiness above our own can we have happiness ourselves. I was stunned: after 27 years of being told, “Do whatever feels good,” the Tibetans were telling me that whatever feels good will probably make you miserable in this life or the next. This was a revolutionary idea to me, but at the same time I had a vague feeling I had heard it somewhere before.

After a few weeks at the monastery, I left to go trekking with my friends who had now arrived in Nepal. We took a bus across country and began our trek into the Annapurna mountain range. With full packs we ascended to 14,000 feet over the next two weeks. The scenery was stunning, the terrain changing from fertile valleys to dense forests, to snow covered summits. The hiking was drudgery at times, as we would ascend 1,000 feet and then enter a valley where we would descend the same amount. The beauty of creation was astonishing, but every night as I lay down to sleep that old feeling of missing something reappeared; I assumed this would vanish once I arrived at the base of the Annapurnas.

We reached our destination one afternoon, breathless and more than a bit disappointed. The entire area was swallowed by a huge cloud bank which we were inside. We explored the glaciers and spent time huddled next to a stove in a small tea hut. By night there was no sign of a cloud break. We went to sleep and were awakened just before dawn with the news char the weather had cleared. I came outside and one of the most astonishing sights in the world greeted my eyes. The sun slowly rose over the top of the world, which I felt I could reach out and touch. Then that dastardly thought arose in my mind, “What’s the point?” Then it dawned on me: this whole trip had been done for my own gratification. As soon as the momentary high was gone, I would be back in my own normal state. I had struggled with blisters, bad knees and giardia, and for what? To see an exalted, but in the end just another pretty view. Had this improved me as a person or helped anyone else? No, it had merely fed my ego; I had acquired excellent fodder for conversation at parties. Where had all my high Buddhist ideals gone? At that moment I realized my life had to be dedicated to some higher principle than earthly pleasure. I decided to return to the monastery.

I spent the next few months studying Tibetan Buddhist philosophy and meditation techniques. Still there were certain elements I had trouble accepting. The doctrine of Karma seemed to allow for no free will in man; ones decisions to do good or evil were always controlled by previous actions. How would it be possible to break free, if every decision was predetermined? If one had sinned since beginningless time as they believed, how could one ever purify oneself in such a short life? In some ways, what was so difficult was that it was so logical; it seemed devised by a human mind. Still the philosophy of self-sacrifice had rooted itself in me, even if I had failed to act upon it; I knew I could no longer live the life I had.

While at the Tibetan Buddhist monastery, I began reading The Way of a Pilgrim. I saw in the pilgrim the manifestation of self-abnegation and compassion that I had found in Tibetan Buddhism, yet it came from the Christian tradition I had been raised with. Why had I never heard about this in my Catholic church growing up? Stranger still was the fact that my sister was a Russian Orthodox nun and yet I knew nothing of the religions mystical qualities. I decided that perhaps I was not ready to become a Buddhist and that I should inquire further into my own heritage.

After being hit on the head enough times, I finally came to the conclusion that all of my travels were rather pointless and that I needed to return home and anchor myself. I had plans to meet friends in Egypt for Christmas, but I found a cheaper flight to Istanbul and thought that would be a good departure point for Western Europe and the U.S. The carrier was Aeroflot. A few days later it registered in my mind that Aeroflot was the Russian airline and my sister was living in Moscow. I thought perhaps they might have a stop-over in Moscow. It turned out they did. Within a few days I had a three-week stopover and a visa for Russia. I flew into Moscow on St. Herman’s day.

My sister greeted me at the airport and thus began my three-week crash course in Orthodoxy. A new world began to open to me. I was in a land where people died for Christ, and the intersession of the saints was a normal event. This was not an empty Christianity viewed as a social obligation. These were people who had endured incredible hardships in suffering for the truth.

I began reading volumes on Orthodoxy, visiting churches, and civilly discussing with my sister the differences in Orthodox and Buddhist tenets. She kept on coming back to the same point: Christianity has the truth in the form of a person. I failed to understand the importance. Force or person, I could not see the difference.

Then I met Fr. Artemy, a well-known Moscow priest with a huge congregation. He is a self-sacrificing man, whose entire life is dedicated to Christ and the spreading of the Gospel. We arrived at his church during the Saturday-night vigil. We found him hearing confessions surrounded by a crowd of fifty to a hundred people waiting to confess. I stood at the edge of the circle and before much time had passed I was pulled into its center by Fr. Artemy. With eyes closed, hands on my shoulders he began speaking to me. When he wished to emphasize a point, he would ram his forehead into mine. As he spoke to me in a highly florid English, I had the overwhelming impression that this priest, whom I had never met, knew much more about me than he should. What truly shook me was the feeling that he was urgently concerned with my soul, as though he had a personal stake in it. He spoke to me for ten minutes while the babushkas impatiently began tightening in on us. He continued talking, telling me that my experience in Nepal had been given me by God to pull me out of materialism. Then he told me why Christianity was the true faith: only it had a personal God. I still failed to understand the importance of this fact, but I left feeling lighter, although I had said almost nothing.

In the barren sepulchre of Moscow a new world began to open to me. The oppression of the city weighed little on me, as I realized that the heavenly realm of God and His saints was actually closer than the gray slab buildings dominating the city. I visited the St. Sergius Lavra and for the first time was able to venerate the relics of a saint. In those “dead bones” there seemed to be more life than in all of southern California. My stay culminated with Nativity at the Valaam Metochion. I felt as though I was surrounded by what appeared to be ordinary people, yet they remained with one foot in heaven. Christianity may be a religion of intangible faith, but I seemed to be receiving tangible verification everywhere I turned.

A few days later I left Moscow. Before my departure, my sister chastised me, saying, “My dear, if you can spend three months sitting with the Buddhists, you can at least spend one standing with the Orthodox.” Which is exactly what I did. Increasing the pace of my return, I arrived in California two months later. On the eve of Annunciation I travelled up the rough dirt road to the St. Herman of Alaska Monastery. The first thing that struck me, having just come up from San Diego, was the fact that these monks were anachronisms in the twentieth century. Who heard of giving up comfort and possessions in these times? It was the middle of Lent and it was clearly visible that these men were in the midst of spiritual warfare. Sobriety permeated the monastery. They seemed ready to die for the truth, and that was not something I had seen at IBM, Art School or in Japan. There was suffering in those places, but were they willing to give everything for the one thing needful? After all I had seen, I still did not have a firm belief in God, but I knew these monks saw something and I wanted it.

Lazarus Saturday arrived. On this day the Church commemorates Christ raising Lazarus from the dead after four days. I was awakened early to attend Liturgy at a nearby convent, followed by a meal there. After I awoke, I immediately fell back asleep. When I finally did rise from my bed, I found the entire monastery empty. Not a soul remained. As I wandered through the monastery, the verse, “Behold the Bridegroom cometh at midnight, and blessed is that servant whom he shall find watching,” ran through my head. And chat was exactly what had occurred both physically and spiritually. God had knocked and offered me a feast, but I had remained reticent. Had God finally closed the door on me? I began the descent down the mountain, hoping to hitch-hike to the convent. As I walked I contemplated the events of the morning, and it seemed obvious that God had allowed me to be left behind to rouse me from my indecision. Then it finally hit me, what was meant by a personal God. Why would an impersonal force send me such a clear message for the salvation of my soul? If it was impersonal, why should it care what happened to me? Love cannot exist except between people. A force cannot love (and I challenge you to try to love an impersonal force). Therefore I came to the conclusion that God had to be a Person. As I arrived at this deduction, I heard a car approaching me from behind: it was our only neighbor on the mountain. I flagged him down and by a strange “coincidence” it happened that he was making his once-a-week trip to the store which neighbored the convent. I arrived in time for Liturgy.

Two years have passed and I am now a ryassophore monk, an anachronism if you will. My struggles have not ceased) but my days of wandering are at an end. I sometimes mourn over my wasted past, but when I look more closely I see God’s hand guiding me through even the most barren of times. Now He has brought me here for a reason, but that must still be revealed.

12 April 2010

The Dai, De'ang, and Achang Water Splashing Festivals of Yunan, China

The Water Festival (Thai:Songkran:สงกรานต์) is the form New Year celebrations take in Southeast Asian countries such as Thailand, Burma, Cambodia, Laos and the Chinese province Yunnan on the day of the full moon of the 11th month of each year. It is called the 'Water Festival' by Westerners because people throw water at one another as part of the cleansing ritual to welcome the new year. Traditionally people gently sprinkled water on one another as a sign of respect, but as the new year falls during the hottest month in South East Asia, many people end up dousing strangers and passersby in vehicles in boisterous celebration.

The festival has many different names specific to each country, such as Songkran in Thailand and Pi-Mai Lao in Laos (translates as "New Year"), Chaul Chnam Thmey in Cambodia, and Thingyan in Myanmar. The New Year is celebrated in other South Asian countries, based on the astrological event of the sun beginning its northward journey. Traditional dance, singing and cultural shows are performed together during the festival. Religious activities in the tradition of Theravada Buddhism are also carried out at both Pagoda and Monastery. Young people visit elders to pay respect during this period.

The Thai New Year (สงกรานต์ = Songkran in Thai language) is fixed every year from 13 to 15 April. The Burmese New Year Thingyan is announced by the traditional calendar of Myanmar Team and normally falls around 13 April. Cambodia celebrates from 13 to 15 April as the Cambodian New Year on the full moon of the eleventh lunar month, at the end of Cambodia's rainy season. The Lao New Year is celebrated every year from 13 to 16 April.

The annual Water Splashing Festival of the Dai ethnic minority falls during the New Year celebrations of the Dai Calendar. It is the most important festival observed by the Dai ethnic people of Xishuangbanna Prefecture, and, similar to neighboring Thailand's SongKran Festival, it involves three days of celebrations that include sincere, yet light-hearted religious rituals that invariably end in merrymaking, where everyone ends up getting splashed, sprayed or doused with water.

During the first two days of the festival, a dragon boat race is held to ring out the old year (the first day of the festival) and to ring in the new (the second day of the festival). The third day, the climax of the festival, is reserved for water splashing. On that day, the Dai put on their newest and best clothes, then assemble at the local Buddhist temple, where the monks chant Buddhist scriptures. Afterward, a symbolic water splashing ritual is enacted whereby a Buddhist statue, with pomp and ceremony, is first coaxed out of the temple to the courtyard, then is splashed with water. This important ritual is called 'Bathing the Buddha'.

The completion of the 'Bathing the Buddha' ritual serves as the signal that encourages ordinary mortals to themselves engage in mutual water splashing. Accordingly, people flock to the streets with pots, pans, bottles, or whatever, where they uninhibitedly splash, spray and douse each other with water, with the same gusto with which Westerners engage in a good snowball free-for-all.

The Water Splashing ceremony, however, is more than just good-natured fun; it also contains a religious element: water is regarded by the Dai as a symbol, firstly, of religious purity, but also of goodwill among people. Therefore, splashing a fellow human being with water during the Water Splashing Festival, whether a close neighbor or a fellow villager, or even a stranger, is an expression of the desire for good luck and prosperity to that person.

For the tourist interested in interacting directly with the Dai ethnic minority of XiShangBanNa Prefecture in an informal and fun-filled manner, the annual Water Splashing Festival that takes place in the month of April is the perfect occasion. China Highlights offers a special tour to the city of Jinghong each year to coincide with the Dai ethinic minority's annual Water Splashing Festival.

The Water Splashing Festival practiced by the De'angs, which usually occurs around mid-April, is similar in some ways to that of the Dais. Nearing the festival, people are busy preparing new clothing, rice cakes, water dragons and barrels. The elders gather in the temple and build a small room where the Sakyamuni ceremony worship takes place. Here, the water dragon, carved out of a huge wood block four to five meters long, is erected. It is painted and equipped with grooves.

Girls carry a basin full of water, which flows to the Buddha figure in the small room through the groove. The elder of prestige then carries flowers, which he dips in the water and spreads the water over people to bless them for luck and a good start in the New Year. At this time, people become excited, wishing each other the New Year's greetings. Young people lift barrels over their heads, pouring water on the hands of the elders to bless everybody with a happy life, good health and longevity.

The elders extend their hands and hold water in greeting and blessing the young people. After the ceremony, people form a line behind the elephant-leg drum, streaming on the spring side, riverbank and start singing, dancing, chasing and splashing each other.

The Water Splashing Festival is considered the ceremony the De'angs celebrates in the New Year and an opportunity to scope out their lovers. Sending the bamboo basket is popular among the De'angs. Late at night, boys visit girls and present baskets to them; the most beautiful one is kept for his beloved girl to express his love and to get her feedback.

Hence, every girl can get several baskets, but the final lover is determined at the Water Splashing Festival depending on whose basket the girl will carry. That day, as every girl carries a pretty basket the boys observe the baskets on the girls' backs to see which one belongs to him. When the two lovers meet, they splash water on each other to express their agitation and gladness.

The Achang ethnic minority celebrates the same Water-Splashing Festival as the Dai ethnic minority. It is also a good opportunity for the youths to choose their lovers. Girls' families often prepare eight delicious dishes to welcome the boys coming to court them. Only when all of the guests have arrived can everyone get seated. One boy has to walk off with a chicken's head from the girl's family under cover and, as punishment, he has to drink wine if the girl discovers the chicken head; otherwise, the girl must drink. If the pilferer is caught on the spot, he will not only be penalized but also teased by girls. After the meal, he has to give money to the girl based on the cost of the dishes without being noticed.

The festival often falls at the same time as the Christian holiday known in English and German as Easter.

11 April 2010

The Paschal (Resurrection) Season

The week following Pascha is called Bright Week, by the Church. As Holy Week was a final time of anticipation and intense preparation for “the Feast of Feasts,” so Bright Week is a period of unique Resurrection joy, manifested outwardly by the faithful in diverse ways. For instance, during Bright Week there is no fasting at all from various types of food; all liturgical hymns, ideally, are to be sung rather than read; and the Church remains highly decorated, with the royal doors and the deacon’s doors of the iconostasis left open as they were during the Midnight Service. This latter practice visually emphasizes that the gates of God’s Kingdom have been open to man through the Cross, Tomb and Resurrection of Christ. Services celebrated during Bright Week are done so in a particularly glorious manner, identical to that which was experienced during the Midnight Service and Resurrection Vespers on Pascha Sunday. The traditional announcement, “Christ is Risen,” is sung repeatedly by the Church choir, and people greet one another with this same message of hope.

While Bright Week is a time of profound and perhaps uncommon celebration, the Resurrection season is definitely not limited to one week. For forty days after Pascha, until Ascension (this year May 13), the faithful recall in songs and greetings the joyous news that ‘Christ has trampled down death by death, bestowing life upon those in the tombs.’ Clergy and altar servers continue to wear their brightest vestments, and everyone stands (rather than kneels) in prayer, both at home and in Church. The practice of standing in prayer during the Paschal Season serves to stress our belief that in Christ we are already resurrected beings, residents on earth yet citizens of Heaven. The faithful actually continue this practice until Pentecost (this year May 23), when after Liturgy for the first time since Holy Week we kneel in prayer during three special prayers that are read from the ambo by the clergy.

The five Sundays following Pascha emphasize, through the appointed Scripture readings and hymns, (1.) post-resurrection appearances of Christ; (2.) the Church’s early life and missionary endeavors (Epistle readings are taken from the Book of Acts); and (3.) aspects of baptism, through which we ourselves have died and risen with the Lord to a new life in God (Gospel readings are taken from the most “sacramental” of the Gospel accounts, that of John the Theologian or Evangelist). Fr. Thomas Hopko in his Orthodox Faith Handbook Series, Volume II, provides a summary of the meaning of the five Sundays of Pascha. The following contains quotes and paraphrases from that summary.

Thomas Sunday/Antipascha  (April 11):

On the Sunday following Pascha, called in our liturgical books “the Second Sunday,” the stress is on the Apostle Thomas’ vision of Christ. The significance of the day comes to us in the words of the Gospel: “Then He said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and see My hands; and put out your hand, and place it in My side; do not be faithless, but believing.” Thomas answer Him, “My Lord and My God!” Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen Me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.” (John 20:27-29)

In this last statement Christ refers to all those who will come after the Apostles and become disciples through their words. This includes Christians of every century, including our own. We have not seen Christ with our physical eyes nor touched His risen body with our physical hands, yet in the Holy Spirit we have seen and touched and tasted the Word of Life (1 John 1:1-4), and so we believe. In the early Church it was only on this day that those baptized at Pascha removed their (baptismal) robes and entered once again into the life of this world.

The Myrrhbearing Women (April 18):

The Third Sunday after Pascha is dedicated to the Myrrhbearing Women who cared for the body of the Savior at His death and who were the first witnesses of His Resurrection. The three troparia of Holy Friday, (having to do with the Noble Joseph of Arimethea anointing and burying the Body of Jesus; Christ’s descent into hell and its defeat; and the angel’s proclamation to the myrrhbearing women of Christ’s resurrection) are sung once again and form the theme of the day:

The Paralytic (April 25):

The Fourth Sunday is dedicated to Christ’s healing of the Paralytic (John 5). The man is healed by Christ while waiting to be put down into the pool of water. Through baptism in the church we too are healed and saved by Christ for eternal life. Thus, in the church, we are told, together with the paralytic, to “sin no more that nothing worse befall you” (John 5:14). Our Lord’s question to the man, “Do you want to be healed?” is directed to us as well, reminding us that the gift of life and illumination through the Resurrection brings with it responsibilities. It must be nurtured and shared with others.

The Feast of Mid-Pentecost:

In the middle of the Fourth Week, there is a day which is called by the Church, the Feast of Mid-Pentecost (this year April 28). On this day we recall that Christ, “in the middle of the feast” teaches men of His saving mission and offers to all “the waters of immortality” (John 7:14). Again we are reminded of the Master’s presence and His saving promise: “If anyone is thirsty let him come to Me and drink” (John 7:37).

The Samaritan Woman (May 2):

The Fifth Sunday after Pascha deals with the Woman of Samaria with whom Christ spoke at Jacob’s Well (John 4). Again the theme is the “living water” and the recognition of Jesus as God’s Messiah (John 4: 10-11; 25-26). We are reminded of our new life in Him, of our own drinking of the “living water,” of our own true worship of God in the Christian Messianic Age “in Spirit and in Truth” (John 4: 23-24). We see as well that salvation is offered to all: Jews and Gentiles, men and women, saints and sinners.

The Blind Man (May 9):

Finally, the Sixth Sunday commemorates the healing of the man blind from birth (John 9). We are identified with that man who came to see and to believe in Jesus as the Son of God. The Lord has anointed our eyes with His own divine hands and washed them with the waters of baptism (John 9: 6-11). In Christ we are given the power to see and confess Him as God’s only-begotten Son, and we are given the ability to comprehend clearly and with love, our own lives, the lives of others and the world around us.

Ascension, Pentecost and All Saints Sunday:

The Paschal Season ends with the great feast of Ascension (again, this year May 13) on which believers celebrate the Lord’s ascent in order to be glorified with God the Father and to glorify us with Himself. He goes in order to “prepare a place” for us, and to take us into the blessedness of God’s presence. He goes to open the way for all flesh into the “heavenly sanctuary...the Holy Place not made by hands” (See Hebrews 8-10). Furthermore, Christ ascends in order to send the Holy Spirit (an event celebrated on Pentecost) who proceeds from the Father, to bear witness to Him (Christ) and His Gospel in the world, by making Him (Christ) powerfully present in the lives of His disciples.

On Pentecost the Church celebrates the final act of God’s self-revelation and self-donation to the world. God’s plan of salvation – starting with and including the formation of His chosen people, Israel; the sending of the prophets; the birth of Christ; His teachings, miracles, sufferings, death, burial and resurrection – all of this culminates with the giving of the Holy Spirit on Pentecost and the birth of the New Israel, the Church of God, the life of which is the continued presence of the Spirit in our midst.

The Sunday after Pentecost, that of All Saints (May 30), reveals the power of the Holy Spirit in this world, the reason that He was given. The Saints are those who, without a doubt, have been saved and transformed by the Spirit’s presence, a fate open to all who believe.

And then finally, on June 6, we commemorate All Saints of America, as a logical follow up to the previous Sunday. This celebration affirms God’s presence and activity amongst His disciples in North America, placing before us local and contemporary examples of sanctity.

Thus a journey which began for us way back on January 17 with the Sunday of Zacchaeus will, in a sense, end on June 6. But the journey was taken for a reason. The seasons of fasting and celebration that we have experienced are to lead us to a deeper faith in Christ as Savior. They are to instill within us a stronger commitment to our own mission, to be Christ’s witnesses “to the end of the earth” (Acts 1:8).

Christ is Risen!

09 April 2010

Christian Symbolism

Christian symbolism invests objects or actions with an inner meaning expressing Christian ideas. Christianity has borrowed from the common stock of significant symbols known to most periods and to all regions of the world. Religious symbolism is effective when it appeals to both the intellect and the emotions. The choice of suitable acts and objects for symbolism is narrow enough that it would not be easy to avoid the appearance of an imitation of other traditions, even if there had been a deliberate attempt to invent an entirely new ritual.

Common in most Christian religious symbolism are emblems, figures or ideas drawn from the cultures which saw the origin of Christianity. These symbols existed in those cultures and have been adopted and imbued with Christian meaning. The phoenix would come to stand for the Resurrection, the Egg represented rebirth.

Many Christian symbols were derived from specific allegories found in the Hebrew scriptures of the Old Testament. Their use in Judaism predated the birth of Christ. Trees appear with symbolic meaning throughout Hebrew tradition. From the tree of knowledge of good and evil, through which the Fall of man and the curse of death came, to the tree of life - from which mankind has been cut off - to promises concerning the root of Jesse, the branch, the Messiah, who would be hung on a tree to bear the curse, and would be raised up again for the healing of the nations.

Elemental symbols were widely used by the early Church. Water has specific symbolic significance for Christians. Outside of baptism, water may represent cleansing or purity. Fire, especially in the form of a candle flame, represents both the Holy Spirit and light. The sources of these symbols derive from the Bible; for example from the tongues of fire that symbolized the Holy Spirit at Pentecost, and from Jesus' description of his followers as the light of the world; or God is a consuming fire found in Hebrews 12.

Among the symbols employed by the early Christians, that of the fish seems to have ranked first in importance. Indeed, from monumental sources such as tombs we know that the symbolic fish was familiar to Christians from the earliest times. It can be seen in such Roman monuments as the Capella Greca and the Sacrament Chapels of the catacomb of St Callistus. The fish was depicted as a Christian symbol in the first decades of the second century. The symbol itself may have been suggested by the miraculous multiplication of the loaves and fishes or the repast of the seven Disciples, after the Resurrection, on the shore of the Sea of Galilee. Its popularity among Christians was due principally, it would seem, to the famous acrostic consisting of the initial letters of five Greek words forming the word for fish (Ichthys), which words briefly but clearly described the character of Christ and the claim to worship of believers: Iesous Christos Theou Yios Soter, meaning, Jesus Christ, Son of God, Saviour.

Christians from the very beginning adorned their catacombs with paintings of Christ, of the saints, of scenes from the Bible and allegorical groups. The catacombs are the cradle of all Christian art. The first Christians had no prejudice against images, pictures, or statues. That idea has been abundantly dispelled by all students of Christian archaeology. The idea that they must have feared the danger of idolatry among their new converts is disproved in the simplest way by the pictures even statues, that remain from the first centuries. Early Christians accepted the art of their time and used it, as well as a poor and persecuted community could, to express their religious ideas. From the second half of the first century to the time of Constantine the Great they buried their dead and celebrated their rites in these underground chambers. The Christian tombs were ornamented with indifferent or symbolic designs -- palms, peacocks, with the chi-rho monogram, with bas-reliefs of Christ as the Good Shepherd, or seated between figures of saints, and sometimes with elaborate scenes from the New Testament. Other Christian symbols include the dove (symbolic of the Holy Spirit), the sacrificial lamb (symbolic of Christ's sacrifice), the vine (symbolising the necessary connectedness of the Christian with Christ) and many others. These all derive from the writings found in the New Testament. Other decorations that were common included garlands, ribands, stars landscapes, which had symbolic meanings, as well.

In its modern image, usually depicted as bumper stickers and t-shirts and a miasma of other modern items, it carries a strong and puzzling visual connection to the Odal, an ancient Norse rune often associated with the Norse god Odin. Though in this instance the image is inverted 90 degrees, and in theory, based on other Christian symbols of which existed before were renamed and reenlisted for their religious meanings, for example the Crucifix was a Roman torture device and symbol of fear, the modern image of Lucifer (later known solely as Satan[meaning adversary in ancient Hebrew]) is derivative of ancient pagan Celtic gods and Satyrs.

The Crucifix, a cross with corpus, a symbol used by the Catholic Church, in Lutheranism, Eastern Orthodoxy, and Anglicanism, is in contrast with some Protestant denominations, which use only a bare Cross.

The cross, which is today one of the most widely recognised symbols in the world, was used as a symbol from the earliest times. This is indicated in the anti-Christian arguments cited in the Octavius of Minucius Felix, chapters IX and XXIX, written at the end of that century or the beginning of the next, and by the fact that by the early third century the cross had become so closely associated with Christ that Clement of Alexandria, who died between 211 and 216, could without fear of ambiguity use the phrase τὸ κυριακὸν σημεῖον (the Lord's sign) to mean the cross, when he repeated the idea, current as early as the Epistle of Barnabas, that the number 318 (in Greek numerals, ΤΙΗ) in Genesis 14:14 was a foreshadowing (a "type") of the cross (T, an upright with crossbar, standing for 300) and of Jesus (ΙΗ, the first two letter of his name ΙΗΣΟΥΣ, standing for 18), and his contemporary Tertullian could designate the body of Christian believers as crucis religiosi, i.e. "devotees of the Cross". In his book De Corona, written in 204, Tertullian tells how it was already a tradition for Christians to trace repeatedly on their foreheads the sign of the cross.

The Jewish Encyclopedia states:
The cross as a Christian symbol or "seal" came into use at least as early as the second century (see "Apost. Const." iii. 17; Epistle of Barnabas, xi.-xii.; Justin, "Apologia," i. 55-60; "Dial. cum Tryph." 85-97); and the marking of a cross upon the forehead and the chest was regarded as a talisman against the powers of demons (Tertullian, "De Corona," iii.; Cyprian, "Testimonies," xi. 21-22; Lactantius, "Divinæ Institutiones," iv. 27, and elsewhere). Accordingly the Christian Fathers had to defend themselves, as early as the second century, against the charge of being worshipers of the cross, as may be learned from Tertullian, "Apologia," xii., xvii., and Minucius Felix, "Octavius," xxix. Christians used to swear by the power of the cross.
Ancient people believed that the flesh of a peafowl did not decay after death, and it so became a symbol of immortality. This symbolism was adopted by early Christianity, and thus many early Christian paintings and mosaics show the peacock. The peacock is still used in the Easter season especially in the east.

Some of the oldest symbols in the Christian church are the sacraments, the number of which vary between denominations. Always included are Eucharist and baptism. The others which may or may not be included are ordination, unction, confirmation, penance and marriage. They are together commonly described as an outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace or, as in the Roman Catholic system, "outward signs and media of grace." At the very least, the rite is seen as a symbol of the spiritual change or event that takes place. In the Eucharist, the bread and wine are, at the least, symbolic of the broken body and shed blood of Jesus, and in Roman Catholicism, become the actual Body of Christ and Blood of Christ through Transubstantiation, which in turn represent salvation brought to the recipient by the death of Jesus. The rite of baptism is, at the least, symbolic of the cleansing of the sinner by God, and, especially where baptism is by immersion, of the spiritual death and resurrection of the baptized person. Opinion differs as to the symbolic nature of the sacraments, with some Protestant denominations considering them entirely symbolic, and Roman Catholics, Orthodox, some Anglicans, and some Lutherans believing that the outward rites truly do, by the power of God, act as media of grace.

The tomb paintings of the early Christians led to the development of icons. An icon is an image, picture, or representation; it is likeness that has symbolic meaning for an object by signifying or representing it, or by analogy, as in semiotics. The use of icons, however, was never without opposition. It was recorded that, "there is no century between the fourth and the eighth in which there is not some evidence of opposition to images even within the Church. Nonetheless, popular favor for icons guaranteed their continued existence, while no systematic apologia for or against icons, or doctrinal authorization or condemnation of icons yet existed.

Though significant in the history of religious doctrine, the Byzantine controversy over images is not seen as of primary importance in Byzantine history. "Few historians still hold it to have been the greatest issue of the period..."

The Iconoclastic Period began when images were banned by Emperor Leo III the Isaurian sometime between 726 and 730. Under his son Constantine V, a council forbidding image veneration was held at Hieria near Constantinople in 754. Image veneration was later reinstated by the Empress Regent Irene, under whom another council was held reversing the decisions of the previous iconoclast council and taking its title as Seventh Ecumenical Council. The council anathemized all who hold to iconoclasm, i.e. those who held that veneration of images constitutes idolatry. Then the ban was enforced again by Leo V in 815. And finally icon veneration was decisively restored by Empress Regent Theodora.

Today icons are used particularly among Eastern Orthodox, Oriental Orthodox, Coptic and Eastern Catholic Churches.

08 April 2010

Yggdrasil


In Norse mythology, Yggdrasil (pronounced /ˈɪɡdrəsɪl/; from Old Norse Yggdrasill, pronounced [ˈyɡːˌdrasilː]) is an immense tree that is central in Norse cosmology; the world tree, and around the tree exist nine worlds. It is generally considered to mean "Ygg's (Odin's) horse".

Yggdrasil is attested in the Poetic Edda, compiled in the 13th century from earlier traditional sources, and the Prose Edda, written in the 13th century by Snorri Sturluson. In both sources, Yggdrasil is an immense ash tree that is central and considered very holy. The gods go to Yggdrasil daily to hold their courts. The branches of Yggdrasil extend far into the heavens, and the tree is supported by three roots that extend far away into other locations; one to the well Urðarbrunnr in the heavens, one to the spring Hvergelmir, and another to the well Mímisbrunnr. Creatures live within Yggdrasil, including the wyrm (dragon) Níðhöggr, an unnamed eagle, and the stags Dáinn, Dvalinn, Duneyrr and Duraþrór.

Conflicting scholarly theories have been proposed about the etymology of the name Yggdrasill, the possibility that the tree is of another species than ash, the relation to tree lore and to Eurasian shamanic lore, the possible relation to the trees Mímameiðr and Læraðr, Hoddmímis holt, the sacred tree at Uppsala, and the fate of Yggdrasil during the events of Ragnarök.

Yggdrasil comes from Old Norse Yggdrasill. In English, the spellings Yggdrasil, Yggdrasill, and Ygdrasil are used, as shown by entries in English dictionaries and encyclopedias. It is usually pronounced /ˈɪɡdrəsɪl/ in English, and only rarely [ˈyɡdrəsiːl] because the sound [y] does not exist in English and most English speakers are therefore unaccustomed to producing it.

The generally accepted meaning of Old Norse Yggdrasill is "Odin's horse", based on the etymology that drasill means "horse" and Ygg(r) is one of Odin's many names. The Poetic Edda poem Hávamál describes how Odin sacrificed himself to himself by hanging in a tree, making this tree Odin's gallows. This tree was apparently Yggdrasil, and gallows can be called "the horse of the hanged", so Odin's gallows developed into the expression "Odin's horse", which then became the name of the tree.

Nevertheless, scholarly opinions regarding the precise meaning of the name Yggdrasill vary, particularly on the issue of whether Yggdrasill is the name of the tree itself or if only the full term askr Yggdrasils refers specifically to the tree, where Old Norse askr means "ash tree". According to this interpretation, askr Yggdrasils means "the world tree upon which 'the horse [Odin's horse] of the highest god [Odin] is bound'". Both of these etymologies rely on a presumed but unattested *Yggsdrasill.

A third interpretation, presented by F. Detter, is that the name Yggdrasill refers to the word yggr ("terror"), yet not in reference to the Odinic name, and so Yggdrasill would then mean "tree of terror, gallows". F. R. Schröder has proposed a fourth etymology according to which yggdrasill means "yew pillar", deriving yggia from *igwja (meaning "yew-tree"), and drasill from *dher- (meaning "support").

Hilda Ellis Davidson comments that the existence of nine worlds around Yggdrasil is mentioned more than once in Old Norse sources, but the identity of the worlds is never stated outright, though it can be deduced from various sources. Davidson comments that "no doubt the identity of the nine varied from time to time as the emphasis changed or new imagery arrived". Davidson says that it is unclear where the nine worlds are located in relation to the tree; they could either exist one above the other or perhaps be grouped around the tree, but there are references to worlds existing beneath the tree, while the gods are pictured as in the sky, a rainbow bridge (Bifröst) connecting the tree with other worlds. Davidson opines that "those who have tried to produce a convincing diagram of the Scandinavian cosmos from what we are told in the sources have only added to the confusion".

Davidson notes parallels between Yggdrasil and shamanic lore in northern Eurasia:
[...] the conception of the tree rising through a number of worlds is found in northern Eurasia and forms part of the shamanic lore shared by many peoples of this region. This seems to be a very ancient conception, perhaps based on the Pole Star, the centre of the heavens, an the image of the central tree in Scandinavia may have been influenced by it [...]. Among Siberian shamans, a central tree may be used as a ladder to ascend the heavens [...].
Davidson says that the notion of an eagle atop a tree and the world serpent coiled around the roots of the tree has parallels in other cosmologies from Asia. She goes on to say that Norse cosmology may have been influenced by these Asiatic cosmologies from a northern location. Davidson adds, on the other hand, that it is attested that the Germanic peoples worshiped their deities in open forest clearings and that a sky god was particularly connected with the oak tree, and therefore "a central tree was a natural symbol for them also".

Connections have been proposed between the wood Hoddmímis holt (Old Norse "Hoard-Mímir's" holt) and the tree Mímameiðr ("Mímir's tree"), generally thought to refer to the world tree Yggdrasil, and the spring Mímisbrunnr. John Lindow concurs that Mímameiðr may be another name for Yggdrasil and that if the Hoard-Mímir of the name Hoddmímis holt is the same figure as Mímir (associated with the spring named after him, Mímisbrunnr), then the Mímir's holt—Yggdrasil—and Mímir's spring may be within the same proximity.

Carolyne Larrington notes that it is nowhere expressly stated what will happen to Yggdrasil during the events of Ragnarök. Larrington points to a connection between the primordial figure of Mímir and Yggdrasil in the poem Völuspá, and theorizes that "it is possible that Hoddmimir is another name for Mimir, and that the two survivors hide in Yggdrasill."

Rudolf Simek theorizes that the survival of Líf and Lífþrasir through Ragnarök by hiding in Hoddmímis holt is "a case of reduplication of the anthropogeny, understandable from the cyclic nature of the Eddic escatology." Simek says that Hoddmímis holt "should not be understood literally as a wood or even a forest in which the two keep themselves hidden, but rather as an alternative name for the world-tree Yggdrasill. Thus, the creation of mankind from tree trunks (Askr, Embla) is repeated after the Ragnarok as well." Simek says that in Germanic regions, the concept of mankind originating from trees is ancient. Simek additionally points out legendary parallels in a Bavarian legend of a shepherd who lives inside a tree, whose descendants repopulate the land after life there has been wiped out by plague (citing a retelling by F. R. Schröder). In addition, Simek points to an Old Norse parallel in the figure of Örvar-Oddr, "who is rejuvenated after living as a tree-man (Ǫrvar-Odds saga 24–27)".

Continuing as late as the 19th century, warden trees were venerated in areas of Germany and Scandinavia, considered to be guardians and bringers of luck, and offerings were sometimes made to them. A massive birch tree standing atop a burial mound and located beside a farm in western Norway is recorded as having had ale poured over its roots during festivals. The tree was felled in 1874.

Davidson comments that "the position of the tree in the centre as a source of luck and protection for gods and men is confirmed" by these rituals to Warden Trees. Davidson notes that the gods are described as meeting beneath Yggdrasil to hold their things, and that the pillars venerated by the Germanic peoples, such as the pillar Irminsul, were also symbolic of the center of the world. Davidson details that it would be difficult to ascertain whether a tree or pillar came first, and that this likely depends on if the holy location was in a thickly wooded area or not. Davidson notes that there is no mention of a sacred tree at Þingvellir in Iceland yet that Adam of Bremen describes a huge tree standing next to the Temple at Uppsala in Sweden, which Adam describes as remaining green throughout summer and winter, and that no one knew what type of tree it was. Davidson comments that while it is uncertain that Adam's informant actually witnessed that the tree's type is unknown, the existence of sacred trees in pre-Christian Germanic Europe is further evidenced by records of their destruction by early Christian missionaries, such as Thor's Oak by Saint Boniface.

Ken Dowden comments that behind Irminsul, Thor's Oak in Geismar, and the sacred tree at Uppsala "looms a mythic prototype, an Yggdrasil, the world-ash of the Norsemen".

07 April 2010

Chinese Red Egg & Ginger Party

Red Egg and Ginger Party where proud parents introduced their new baby to friends and relatives. Traditionally, a newborn was not given a name or formally accepted into the family until this time because, as in other countries, infant mortality rates in China were quite high. A baby who reached one month of age was likely to survive, and so the event was celebrated.

The naming of the baby was very important because the Chinese believed that one's name can influence everything that happens in life. In selecting a name for the baby, it was up to the family to decide if the given name will be the child's formal name or a "milk name."

The milk name is a nickname used until the child starts school, or even up until marriage. If given a milk name, often a girls' name was chosen for a boy, because it was thought that a male child was the " special prey of evil spirits" and that these spirits will be tricked if the boy had a girl's name. A female, and sometimes a male child, was given an animal name or called some sort of derogatory name in a joking sort of way.

A child's formal name was usually picked by it's grandparents or in some areas, a fortune-teller. This was the name that was presented during the Red Egg and Ginger Party.

Traditionally, the baby's head was also shaved during this party. The girls' head was shaved before the image of "Mother", the Goddess of Children, and the boy's head was shaved before the ancestral table. The symbolism of this practice is not entirely known, but it is speculated that this is the removing of the birth hair, to mark the point of the child's independent existence. Today, many Asian grandparents believe that shaving the girls' head at birth is a way to encourage the growth of long, lustrous hair although this practice isn't usually done during Asian American celebrations today.

In these modern times, parents continue to hold this celebration to signify the formal acceptance of the new child into the family. The celebration dinner for the guests can happen at home or in a restaurant.

As in weddings or festivals, the color red represents happiness and good luck. Eggs are significant because they symbolize fertility and the renewal of life. Also, their shape is traditionally associated with harmony and unity. According to some sources, an even number of eggs means a daughter has been born, while
an odd number represents a son.

Ginger is important because in the yin (cold) and yang (warm) balance of Chinese food, ginger adds a touch of 'hotness' to the nutritional needs of the new mother, who is tired and weak (or too yin) after giving birth.

Guests receive red-dyed eggs and ginger at the party. Additionally, instead of sending thank you cards to the guests, more traditional parents may send thank you gifts consisting of small round biscuits with pork in them.

Guests attending red egg and ginger parties can bring gifts of clothing or lucky money:

Babies are given tiger hats, tiger shoes, and tiger bibs. In Chinese folklore, the tiger is the king of beasts and is believed to have special powers for protecting children. The tiger hat that covers their heads has gold, silver and jade charms sewn on it for good luck.

The tiger shoes have embroidered eyes that are sewn wide-open. These open eyes on their feet help keep children from tripping as they first learn to walk!

Lysee or "lucky money" in red envelopes was traditionally given to baby boys, while girls received expensive jewelry by close relatives. Nowadays, however, this tradition extends to all babies.
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